I started my day in the best way. Outside with my dog and coffe. It’s a bit chilly but it doesn’t bother me at all. I love the country side,the forest and the sea. The nature is magic.
Sone all the flowers will shine bright every where. I like the spring but this year the spring and summer be a bit sad for me persona. But if I ignore all that I will see the beatuy around me and long walks in the forest but not many of you knows that I´m a horseowner sincee 10 years back! So I will spend my freetime in the stable and in the saddel with my horse in the forest and train dressage harder then ever in the paddock. ❤
For me spring and autumn is totatlly horse related. My horse will turn 17 next month (omg!!!!) he was just a tiny little 7 year old when a got him. He is a birthday gift from my grandparents ❤ I love my horse ❤
Do some of you ride or have som fun lans for this spring?
At the moment i don´t know whats up or down right now. And I don´t think the seson know if it´s autumn or spring. The last days it´s have been like a grey november and a rainy one to! My mood is in the same grey as outside my window. I have problem to understand that I´m lonely,I don´t have some one home.And when I get home I don´t have some one who is playing music or a game on the computer. I´don´t have some one to talk to or hug when I get home. My home feels like a shoebox and it´s not my home! It´s my stuff and my table but when I walk in it´s not feels like my home. So to ignore I have been sleeping on the couch home and at my best friend/my parent and have not been home for many night since that day I don´t want to remember. For the last three rainy and grey days I have been in the apartment that is my so called home, and guys it´s like a hell. I don´t want to be there!
But to day I will try for the first time in weeks take all the boxes with stuff and put them into a place. After that I will put my hair up in pincurls. Tomorrow I want to have nice curls or if it´s stil rainy and grey a nice hairdo and a hat on my head! In the middle of this depresed me I can´t look like a hobo or a borring person that just get heart broken….So it´s better to look like a moviestar from old hollywood or like a doll.
Even if he will find a new and share his life with her I know one thing. I made a tatto in his mind and heart. I will always have a place that he can´t ignore or remove. He will keep looking for some parts of me in the other one but he won´t find the pices. Beacuse I´m who I´m and nothing can change it and of course I´m once in a life time women. I will always love him even if I want to hate him I can´t. I can´t beacuse I love him and only wish him good things. Right know I don´t want him to flirt or look at other girls but mayby after a year i can wish him luck to find some one but for now hell no.
But for know I will pretend that I´m all okay and the best revenge is to look good! 😉
Candels and tea! And if it´s still dark outside always candels to get the morning even more cozy,blanket and a magazine or a book to read. When I feel fit fot the day I gett dress and plan my day.
And pretty much I end up reading books of how to style you home vintage or well anything about vintage and 50´s. To get som inspiration for my mini apartment and what kind of smart solutions to make my home feel bigger and look even more vintage. Some times I find something I love and make a DIY project of it.
I want her warderobe amd her house! The blog is amazing,she write about burlesque,interior,raw food and girly stuff like makeup and shoes. She take amazing pictures and I love the cozy feeling and inspo to my home and how to dress.She livs in Scandinavia and thats even more perfect,same season, Freelancersfashion
Most of you probably recognize yourselves in these points. There are some things that irritate and sometimes hamper the style . Below you can see some things that bother me . Do you recognize you, or do you have something else that bothers you?
1. hairpins always disappears 200 to 2 l eftor just when looking for the hairpins and find 4 but 3 of them are broken …
2. Find the perfect hair spray , preferably a waterproof .
3. Weather and wind. I love the fall and winter . Snow Storm and rain . But when I got my hair in a perfect hairdo or perfect curls .
4. Find clothes and shoes for every season . Especially winter and autumn , I find it difficult to dress . Mostly because usually all the rockabilly summer clothes tailored .
5. Get perfect curls without becoming tangled or 80´s poodle.
6. That you almost always see / feel dressed up even though you are not.
7. Find comfortable but stylish shoes !!!!
8. You own several hair flowers than you can use in a year.
9. Get smooth eyeliner vings every day … I have days when it look like a five year old have tried to do my eyeliner.
10. Find a pillbox hat with a black veil . Feels like an impossibility right now. Anyone know where to find it?
I have for a long time thought about making videos and post on the blog. Mostly tutorials on hairstyles and makeup. But then it struck me that perhaps I shall also make videos about things about the whole rockabilly / pinup culture. I have not come further than thoughts when it comes to videos. I have, however, already my own YouTube channel, but no videos …. Would you think it was funny with different videos? and if so what would you like them all about? Clothing, shoes, books or decor?
Because it is you and yo,bellas and billys who read my blog so I want you to take part in it and bring me good suggestions on what you would like to see.
If you have any Idées please comment this post ❤
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