The other thing is that I have one wardrobe for all my vintage dresses and I realize that I have to many of them. Anyone who’s intressted just comment with your email and I will send you pictures and price,the will be sheep,better someone love them and use them!Same about shoes and coats…
this is a bad photo But it Will work! Sunday means mini spa at home. I have problem skinn and acne so deep cleans every day but on sundays extremt deep cleans. All my products are from Lush and no im not sponsred by them I just Love the stuff.
I start to clean my face with Dark angel and then put on my facemask mask of magaminty.
Wash it of and use my deep cleans soap (dont remembe the namn but its for acne skinn) and put on my serum think its full of grace and my facecream skinndrink,enchanted eyes and on the spoots and my nose grease lightning!
This deep cleanse my whole face and mouster it. And on the monday my skinn is glowing. I scrubb my face with rub rub on fridays to peel of my dead skinn on my whole body!
Well I needed a hugh change and a makeover. so I made a call to the worlds best hairdresser and friend Christoffer. My hair were yellow/copper and blah blah something and the color were boring as hell. I only know 2 things! Get blonde but not platinum blonde.
And as always he got free hands (i only trust Christoffer when it comes to my hair) and I LOVE MY HAIR!!!!!! Thanks again Christoffer ❤
Christoffer have been my hairdresser for years and every time my hair looks perfect even if I don´t know what I want he always knows what I want but he is the best and my friend. If you want a great hairdresser in Stockholm,Sweden just comment or mail me and I will give you the adress and number.
At the moment i don´t know whats up or down right now. And I don´t think the seson know if it´s autumn or spring. The last days it´s have been like a grey november and a rainy one to! My mood is in the same grey as outside my window. I have problem to understand that I´m lonely,I don´t have some one home.And when I get home I don´t have some one who is playing music or a game on the computer. I´don´t have some one to talk to or hug when I get home. My home feels like a shoebox and it´s not my home! It´s my stuff and my table but when I walk in it´s not feels like my home. So to ignore I have been sleeping on the couch home and at my best friend/my parent and have not been home for many night since that day I don´t want to remember. For the last three rainy and grey days I have been in the apartment that is my so called home, and guys it´s like a hell. I don´t want to be there!
But to day I will try for the first time in weeks take all the boxes with stuff and put them into a place. After that I will put my hair up in pincurls. Tomorrow I want to have nice curls or if it´s stil rainy and grey a nice hairdo and a hat on my head! In the middle of this depresed me I can´t look like a hobo or a borring person that just get heart broken….So it´s better to look like a moviestar from old hollywood or like a doll.
Even if he will find a new and share his life with her I know one thing. I made a tatto in his mind and heart. I will always have a place that he can´t ignore or remove. He will keep looking for some parts of me in the other one but he won´t find the pices. Beacuse I´m who I´m and nothing can change it and of course I´m once in a life time women. I will always love him even if I want to hate him I can´t. I can´t beacuse I love him and only wish him good things. Right know I don´t want him to flirt or look at other girls but mayby after a year i can wish him luck to find some one but for now hell no.
But for know I will pretend that I´m all okay and the best revenge is to look good! 😉
I will not lie, as you guys know,I´dont feel really good at this time in my life. I can´t even see my future. My heart hurts as hell so I decided to make a new and BIG change in my life and that even including goals of this year that i will try to finish. In one year and it will be helping for me in this progres. So what have I done and what is it I going to try to finsih?
What I have done:
Going back to the gym and hit the shit,feeling sore but satisfied.
Foodprep! change every singel thing, no suger,no carbs and so on. Only healty food and food that will help me to rech my goals at the gym.
Throw every singel pice and stuff I don´t use anymore.
2 photoshoot booked one in february and the other one in marsh!
What I will try to rech:
My driving licens,it´s have been to long….
New apartment and not the small shobox I live in at the moment.
Not work every day
Going away to London
Be sexy as hell! But hey the gym helps 😉
Do you have any goals or dreams you want to came true this year? Or do you have something else you want to make for your self?