Well after a mental breakdown (happens to be alot last weeks) i Took My ass and walk down to a hobbystore. Notebooks and pencils with polkadots. Hope this Will make me write again and get My life back on track. At the moment I feel like a ghost and Im more sensitive then ever and thats bad,really bad!
And today I sent back to the gym and took a 3 hour long walk in the sun to think a lot and listen to music.