Back stab me and karma will take care of you


When people talk shit about you , you know that you are far ahead . Talking about someone without concrete facts with out knowing the story behind and then think the know a person’s privacy and moreover start talking crap to the former boyfriend who is so stupid that he believes what this person/persons are telling him. The result was that I feel bad because I do not have the ability to contact him to get my stuff ithat are lleft including my dressing table . I ´m blocked everywhere. I ´m hurt, dejected and just feel that I can not take this any more .

When people do this to other people I can only feel sadness. The have a really boring life and obvious have a crush on my former boyfriend. But the fact is that I`M THE ONE WHO GET HURT because of this person/persons. And honestly I don´t know why this is necessary and when the truth arrive like a bomb the did lose it all and yes karma will kick some butts!

I´m gonna put my hair up in a bun, wing my eyeliner and drink my coffee. And after that i will handle this crap and laugh about the miserable life they are living and continuing my life happy and joyful and watch karma do the job.

Swedish Women’s Voluntary Defence Organization


(Photp: Johan Sellhammar

I´m a part of Swedish Women’s Voluntary Defence Organization (in swedish Svenska lottakåren).

You can read more about it here in both english and swedish. 

My basic outfit

It´s still pretty cold outside so today I wear my grey turtleneck top. I love it,so soft and in a perfect grey shade. My pants are from Freddy Wrup in some beige/cream color. Comfy outfit with my (very) high heels.
 And I start to get a booty! I love squats 

My training for the next months

run, running, and fitness-bild

I´m back in my training bubble again and it feels amazing. This last week I have been at gym 6 days and it feel normal for me again. I´m a horsegirl and have my own horse since 10 years back so build up the muscles at the gym make me a better dressagerider and more stable on the horseback.

I will continue to train hard with me and my horse 5-6 days a week and the gym 5-6 days a week. One rest day is the plan maybe two.

I train my whole body . Both fitness and strength . Something I’ll get better at this fall is to start jogging more out in the forest . Loves jogging in the sunset or sunrise in the fall so it’s something I’m actually going to try to do very much.You who have followed my blog for a while knows that I fight against eating disorders and that training has been my way to be healthy . But also to cope more , today I feel very good physically and is happier because I can ride much more and bothered all the more.

You who do not have the desire to learn about training and so just scroll down to the next post❤

As pinupa model and rockabilly you want curvs and yes I have it but I do not have a butt😦 I’m training to get a butt and nice legs ! You who have a butt of nature be happy because I’m jealous! My training they coming months will consist of jogging and focus on training up my strength in the arms and building a butt! : D

And long walks in the forest…

Autumn in august?!

Time fly’s by! Summer is almost over but yesterday when I was going to work it was little freezing outside 5 °C IN AUGUST! That´s just depressing! I´m not ready for autumn yet, I still want to walk around in my dresses and summer heels. Today is a bit warmer but not summer warm. Okey I love autumn but not in august in the middle of September yes.

And the other part I don´t really know where all my autumn and winter clothes are…They are somewhere…And they need to stay in that hidden place some more weeks. But I can admit I bought some new cloths last week just for autumn season.