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When people talk shit about you , you know that you are far ahead . Talking about someone without concrete facts with out knowing the story behind and then think the know a person’s privacy and moreover start talking crap to the former boyfriend who is so stupid that he believes what this person/persons are telling him. The result was that I feel bad because I do not have the ability to contact him to get my stuff ithat are lleft including my dressing table . I ´m blocked everywhere. I ´m hurt, dejected and just feel that I can not take this any more .
When people do this to other people I can only feel sadness. The have a really boring life and obvious have a crush on my former boyfriend. But the fact is that I`M THE ONE WHO GET HURT because of this person/persons. And honestly I don´t know why this is necessary and when the truth arrive like a bomb the did lose it all and yes karma will kick some butts!
I´m gonna put my hair up in a bun, wing my eyeliner and drink my coffee. And after that i will handle this crap and laugh about the miserable life they are living and continuing my life happy and joyful and watch karma do the job.
(Photp: Johan Sellhammar
I´m a part of Swedish Women’s Voluntary Defence Organization (in swedish Svenska lottakåren).
You can read more about it here in both english and swedish.
I´m back in my training bubble again and it feels amazing. This last week I have been at gym 6 days and it feel normal for me again. I´m a horsegirl and have my own horse since 10 years back so build up the muscles at the gym make me a better dressagerider and more stable on the horseback.
I will continue to train hard with me and my horse 5-6 days a week and the gym 5-6 days a week. One rest day is the plan maybe two.
I train my whole body . Both fitness and strength . Something I’ll get better at this fall is to start jogging more out in the forest . Loves jogging in the sunset or sunrise in the fall so it’s something I’m actually going to try to do very much.You who have followed my blog for a while knows that I fight against eating disorders and that training has been my way to be healthy . But also to cope more , today I feel very good physically and is happier because I can ride much more and bothered all the more.
You who do not have the desire to learn about training and so just scroll down to the next post❤
As pinupa model and rockabilly you want curvs and yes I have it but I do not have a butt😦 I’m training to get a butt and nice legs ! You who have a butt of nature be happy because I’m jealous! My training they coming months will consist of jogging and focus on training up my strength in the arms and building a butt! : D
And long walks in the forest…
Time fly’s by! Summer is almost over but yesterday when I was going to work it was little freezing outside 5 °C IN AUGUST! That´s just depressing! I´m not ready for autumn yet, I still want to walk around in my dresses and summer heels. Today is a bit warmer but not summer warm. Okey I love autumn but not in august in the middle of September yes.
And the other part I don´t really know where all my autumn and winter clothes are…They are somewhere…And they need to stay in that hidden place some more weeks. But I can admit I bought some new cloths last week just for autumn season.